In my last blog Wish Them Healing I discuss how healing is a huge working that can be wished upon someone, especially if you want to bring them pain. I also mentioned that it can be worth it.
So, what is worth it about healing your own wounds?
You will be powerful.
How can healing, especially the nasty, big, painful, arduous, and long process you described in detail be so powerful?
The first step in healing is identifying your wounds. Once you have identified them and worked to heal them they can no longer be used against you in the same way. You have mastery over them, and thus over yourself.
I carried very deep and crippling wounds. When working with spirits and others, I found that there were many who chose to cause harm, and they used those wounds against me. They would reach in, trigger those wounds – many that I was unaware that I carried. I was manipulated and harmed. It took far too long to fight back and felt almost impossible because I was fighting an even bigger foe…myself.
I started on a journey to self-healing (it was about this time that She came into my life). I met every trigger head on. Every single new pain told me what direction to go towards. I learned the old lesson of you can’t go around it, you must go through it. So through it I went, time and time again.
With every wound I heal, the stronger, more resilient, and more me I become. The harder it is to manipulate me, the more clearly I can see the techniques and hallmarks of abuse, be it relational or cultural. The more I heal, the easier my energy flows, the more clear my intent, the stronger my will, and the better relationships I can build and maintain.
When people start to work with me they often ask what is the one thing that will make them powerful. I tell them there is no quick fix, no fast path to greatness, no shortcut, no cheat code. And yes, people do rise to power with many techniques, but not many of them endure, and those that do often are very easy to get to.
In order to find your power you must learn yourself, and you must heal.